First of all I just want to say Iīm sorry about the divorce and I understand if youīre having a hard time right now. Met a girl 3 years ago, guess she was too young, only 15 years old and I was 22 at that time. She used to call me up every day wanting to meet me. We soon became a couple and none of us had any problem with the difference between our ages, exept maybe her parents of course. That didnīt bother us very much so we kept seeing each other. And have been almost every day in the past 3 years.But recently her phone rang, she talked for a while and the told me she had to go because a guy was picking her up at the gas station. Naturally I fell into tears but it didnīt seem to bother her at all. After this happened I tried to contact her. In the beginning she just hang up the phone and it made me feel even worse. I have talked to her several times over the phone since then but she havenīt still been able to tell me why she did what she did. And since I know that the boy she met is still living with his girlfriend itīs even more confusing. The 14th of July was my birthday and the same day I met her. She was my best birthday present ever and I still love her despite the things she have done. Maybe itīs an age thing? Anyhow, Gord has always been the number one artist for me, helping me in hard times... This song sems to fit in right now.
For My Love Johanna (Jag Älskar Dej)
Looking At The Rain
Looking at the rain, feeling the pain
Of love lost running through, my brain
Looking at the wind, watching it spin
The leaves along the street, you win
Waiting for a line to fall Telling you it's all a big mistake
Looking at a face, so out of place
Inside that picture frame, of lace
Looking at the wall, wishing you'd call
And tell me you're okay, that's all
Wishing this was all a dream
And I'd find you sleeping when I wake
Looking at the trees, so ill at ease
From sleep that will not come, that's me
Looking at the dawn, knowing it's wrong
Still thinking of your love, that's gone
Wishing this was all a dream
And I'd find you sleeping when I wake
Looking at the rain, feeling the pain
Of love lost running through, my brain
Looking at the wind, watching it spin
The leaves along the street, you win
Waiting for a line to fall
Telling you it's all a big mistake
But the words won't come,I know I'd feel the same
Looking at the rain
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